Random Musing iii

Lord, You've done more than I wished and prayed for, and I couldn't be happier than these lots You've set right in front of me. Yes, I have pains, I have my own piece of mistakes in the past, I have failures, there are things that could have been better if I was intelligent enough, there are relationships that could have been saved if I was just careful, but You let me realized that everything is not in my control - the coiled twists, sharp turns, the fast drops, cross-country moves and the sudden stops are meant to happen, because those are part of Your plan. I know, Lord, that everything tough I am going through right now is just a product of Your promise that You will protect me, Your realization of what I asked for - Your own effective way of protecting me against greater pain, even if it means short-term sacrifice, pain and tears that would someday bring out the permanent sense of peace, security and comfort that I have always wanted. I trust You in everything, Lord. Parts of my life turn out as I wanted it to be. Thus, I am confident that my heart will find peace soon through the works of Your hands.